The six letter word.

Summer.

Six letter word that promises lots of sun, BBQ's at pretty much every corner, fireworks, parties, pools/lakes, lots of movies, lots of ice cream, short shorts, flowly shirts, driving with the sun roof open, ray bans on, late nights with friends, lots of laughter, summer romances, and pretty much unforgettable memories that get us through the following year.

^pure Summer bliss.

Right? That's what summer is about?

Well guess what?! Not for me. My six letter word is

SCHOOL.

Sick, disgusting, homework, rude professors, tests that make you want to cry, early mornings when the birds aren't even up, late nights reading books about how one molecule dissolves into another, study groups, learning about fireworks instead of actually seeing them (okay that would be cool but its not what we actually learn about), labs and classes that last longer than high school did, and just lots of frustration.

^my Summer.

I mean come on! What in the world did I do to deserve this? (I ask myself this question every morning when I'm deprived of sleep.) In summer, we look forward to the next day to see what each day will bring; what memories are stored in each coming day. But I dread each day. Mornings mean another day of the same shizz I've been doing for about a year now but without any friends because everyone is at home, enjoying their summers. One person that I am extremely thankful for that is still here, is Shane Hughes! Holy, if he wasn't here, I have no idea what I would have done (probably gone crazy, if I haven't already.) So thanks Shane for being a great friend and making this summer better even after it promised to suck the life out of me.

But I will admit that this summer started out perfect thanks to my amazing cousin's wedding, pearl and katy coming to join in the festivities, late nights and lots of laughter with my cousins, and a trip to Chicago. So I guess I shouldn't complain but hey if I don't complain then how will I write this blog? ;) Well enough of with this shizz. Maybe I'll go shower or go be Indian or something. So peace <3