Distance doesn't matter

So before I downed another bowl of cereal or any other food of that matter, I decided to write a blog to distract me. 

^^that's gonna be me soon.

There is so much going through my head that I don't even know where to start or what to even write. I guess I'll start by saying that the last two days have been the worst days of my life.

Wednesday night/Thursday:

We all stayed up all night making Christmas cards for each other and just talking about random stuff. We all felt like elves but I wanted to be Mrs. well Ms. Santa Claus. why? Because I felt like it so deal with it. But then we all got really tired so we decided what better way to wake ourselves up than going to Denny's! It was our last trip there with all of us together before Fran ditched us for Minnesota. At Denny's we were blessed with this drunk/high guy, Billy's grace. He was totally wasted which was pretty funny at first til he purposely started being funny and then wanted to beat up Scott and Fran. No one touches mah boys, bitch! So we left Denny's and went back to make Christmas cards for our fav waitress of all time Chandra; she appreciated that a lot. 

It was time to take Fran the man to the airport. So Scott and I helped him finish his last minute packing. If you know Fran then that means about half of his room was still left to be packed. Finally we got that done and left for the airport at 8:40 and his flight was at 9:07. So what does that mean? After Scott, Katy, Pearl, and I cry our eyes out as we watch him go through security and say our last goodbyes to him, he misses his flight and comes back to Juni with us. We were happy to have him for a few more hours. So we the most of it and spent all day with him. During the day, Scott and I might have gotten paid because of our books which might have paid off the rest of Scott's tuition and helped me pay of something I needed to pay off. It was time again to take Fran to the airport. We all got there and let the water works begin. Pearl, Katy, Scott, and I may or may not have cried the whole time we were there while we watched Fran wait in the waiting room for his flight. We also may or may not have stayed there and watched his flight take off and came back to the room and mourned some more.

Friday:

All four of us fell asleep around 8 (at night. Crazy I know right!) and woke up around 3 a.m. (leave it too us.) We got up, cleaned because we can and felt like it and then I got in the shower. Before we all drowned in our tears again, we decided to go get a cheese quesodilla from Roberto's which we attached like hungry eagles after they see a dead animal's body. It was Denny's time of course; where we ordered two orders of smothered cheese fries and remembered all of our good times together. We went back to our room and I attempted to study. But instead drew more Christmas cards and then got ready for the day. All four of us went to the bookstore and I managed to make a fool out of myself by sobbing outside of the store in front of everyone as Scott held me. Thanks for being there Scotty. :) Before we knew it, it was time to say bye to Scott and Katy but Katy's coming back, Scott's not. So what does that mean? more crying. You would think after crying for two days, I would be dry of tears but no, they kept coming. On the drive back home, as I listened to the Gambler by Fun, more decided to flow. So I decided to twit (tweet), almost killing myself, and got back three twits back from Pearl and Katy saying almost the same thing.

This is I think the toughest thing I've ever had to go through. My only two best guy friends that I've ever had in my life, are gone from cedar. It's going to suck so badly to go back to SUU and not see them fretting over pokemon or sleeping in our room anymore! But I wish them both luck in everything and want to let them know that I love them and am going to (do) miss them so much! They're awesome period. And my two bestest (girl) friends are the prettiest and coolest girls I've ever known! All four of you make my life and are my family! <3